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**Phoenix Flame** · 12-28-2006, 11:22 AM

I've realized more and more lately that I return to old behaviours, feelings, and thoughts when I am depressed. Time seems to slip by, while I drown-out my nagging thoughts with whatever is at hand. It's like taking two steps back for every one forward. It's aggravating and comforting all at the same time. Then I sleep - when I'm finally too exhausted to be busy. Never dreaming. Always restless. "Isn't there more...there is, I can sense all I could be if I could only let go. Give up trying and just DO."

12-28-2006, 11:22 AM	#28
Phoenix Flame Go Umbarbar do my bidding Join Date: Nov 2005 Location: By myself. It's lonely ;-; Posts: 3,044	Re: What are you searching for...? I've realized more and more lately that I return to old behaviours, feelings, and thoughts when I am depressed. Time seems to slip by, while I drown-out my nagging thoughts with whatever is at hand. It's like taking two steps back for every one forward. It's aggravating and comforting all at the same time. Then I sleep - when I'm finally too exhausted to be busy. Never dreaming. Always restless. "Isn't there more...there is, I can sense all I could be if I could only let go. Give up trying and just DO." __________________ Fight, if there is something to fight for. Never give in, or give up - but ALWAYS give. Choose your battles wisely. You only get one shot at life. Follow your heart.