Im rly confused here.

[Marius]

How do you deal with guilt. I mean like if someone you truly loved did something hurtful..Then lets say you run off and do something exactly as hurtful as they did.Cause i feel really worse than i did before Is it possible to get passed it? Or do you press on and give up trying.See i found out from another female whom i can't stand already that like early this year around January. She & D.R slept together. I got angry and rushed into the arms of another man. So i told D.R everything. But it hurts ya kno im afraid that we may never trust the way we did before. IDK what does one do to get passed something like this. ? Im sorry everyone this is painful for me to even type without tears. I need strong good advice so it could help me decide what to do next.